Posted by James on August 27, 2007, 1:29 pm I'm very embarassed to talk about what happened. But anyway... Here's what happened: I am 18 years old. I tried something called "jelqing." The site from which I read about it, only said positive things: that the penis would become bigger and thicker, that the erection would be better, and that, overall, I'd have a more powerful penis. All that stuff sounds great, right? Indeed, but... None of it worked. In fact, it did the contrary: It made my penis smaller and thinner. I can barely get an erection, especially on the left side. I've lost much of the sexual sensation, especially on the left side where none of it remains. What really gets me angry is the fact that the site wouldn't even tell me any of this!!! They were so one-sided. They lied. Truthfully, I feel like a eunuch. I can't get an erection. And when I actually can get an erection (what little I can) I don't feel any pleasure at all. And it's very difficult to maintain it, if I can maintain it at all. My penis looks very nasty in the flaccid state. It's lumpy, especially on the left side. It leans to the left. The "leaning" isn't a normal degree of leaning; it's leaning extremely to the left. Will I be this way forever? I've been like this for a year and a half, but nothing has changed. My parents took me to see a urologist. He was completely useless. He said there was nothing wrong with it, despite the fact that he didn't even BOTHER to examine it with equipment, x-rays, or whatever they use to examine penises. He just said to come back and see him in six months, to see if things got better by then. Six months? I don't want to wait another six months as a eunuch (actually it would be about five and a half months - I saw him about two weeks ago). But yeah, I'm really angry that he didn't even examine it thoroughly, and then say "nothing's wrong with it." If nothing was wrong, why would I have gone to him in the first place? If nothing was wrong, why would my penis be deformed and lumpy in its flaccid state? If nothing was wrong, why would I be impotent? If nothing was wrong, why would I not be able to feel the sexual sensations? Craig, please help me. I feel very distressed. What do I do? What should I say to the urologist the next time I visit him? Do you know what could be wrong with me? Are there any certain vitamins I can take to help it heal? Will I be this way forever? I even thought about suicide if I find out I'm going to be a eunuch forever. Please. I feel like a eunuch. And as a guy, you probably know how distressing it would feel if your penis was in the state that I described.
98.196.27.245
Craig, 
Message Thread:
« Back to thread