Posted by James on September 6, 2007, 11:09 am, in reply to "Re: Will I be a eunuch forever?" Okay, now here's an update about what's happening so far... I managed to get an appoitment with another urologist, which scheduled for the 13th or 14th of this month. I feel hopeful that this new urologist will be able to sufficiently examine me and properly discover what's wrong. The reason why I feel hopeful is because, unlike the previous urologist I saw, he is registered. I didn't mention this in my last post, but I found out that the previous urologist I saw was practicing without being registered; I don't think he even had proper licensing (no wonder he was so incompetent). Also, the previous urologist I saw was young (and hence inexperienced in his practice); he looked like he was in his mid- to late-twenties. This new guy, I think, should be older. Well, I think I discovered something about my difficulting in maintaining an erection: I have damaged the ligament that connects the penis to the body. Several times I masturbated, and during the orgasm of these masturbation sessions, I pulled my penis downward (I don't know why - it must have been a compulsion or something); and then it "cracked." As I said, this happened many times; and because it happened many times, injury is probable. It is this injury that is causing me to not be able to maintain an erection, I think, or it could be a contributor (meaning there's more than just one cause); but still, there's also the problem I have with penis sensitivity and with the actual erection itself... I think the loss of penis sensitivity is due to nerve damage. I hope the nerve damage isn't permanent. I hope it'll heal. But I don't know. And then there's the problem with the erection: it's shape and ability to fill up... Okay, you were wanting to get an idea of what it might look like. Well, here's a picture of someone with peyronie's disease: http://www.the-penis.com/images/narrow1.jpg I don't have peyronie's disease. I've been checked for it. But my penis looks a little similar to someone who has peyronie's disease. And... "Is the right side sensitive to touch or is your entire penis [when erect] rather 'numb'?" The left side is completely numb, while the right side, although I can feel a little sensitivity, has lost sensitivity, but not completely. "Does it hurt in any way?!" On the right side, where I can feel some sensation, it hurts a little, particularly when I'm getting an erection and during an ejactulation. "When you were jelqing - did you only use your right hand? I ask - because it's quite likely that your fingers would be applying more pressure to your penis than your palm." Honestly, I can't remember which hand I used. But with the way I was gripping it, I apparently was using too much force, especially too much force on the left side. "Were you quite 'aggressive' when jelqing? [Applying lots of pressure]" Yes, I think so. But the site I joined had NO information about what an injury was, what could cause an injury, how much pressure I would have to apply to cause an injury, etc. The site only wrote positive things and avoided the negatives. Actually, all those positive things were lies. The owner of the site ought to be tried for consumer fraud (because that's exactly what this is). "Does it hurt to cum or pee?!" Yes to both. And also, about re-posting this at other places: That's fine. Personally, I don't mind. In fact, I think it's a good idea.
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Sorry about waiting a few extra days before writing back. I think I have ADD real badly, so I have trouble getting started with things. 
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