Posted by Patti
on November 27, 2007, 11:58 pm, in reply to "Re: Holidays are difficult but we must find some Joy"
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Sometimes I feel I can't post either, and at times I have just dropped out completely, but I always logged in and read how the rest of you are doing, which saddens me all the more to know that you also feel the same as me. Is God cruel to let us suffer and suffer over our children.
Today, I had a very bad day, and also a very bad night last night. I was crying at 4:00 am this morning. This is such a roller coaster ride of emotions. Just when I think I am getting somewhat better, I fall apart and it seems that I can't get back up.
Believe me, Debra and Anon, I have been there too, wanting to just die to escape from everything. Life gets too hard, and then we get old and they put us in old folks home to die. Is that all that our lives are about?
But there has to be a purpose to all this. We just have to believe and have faith in God, and lean on Him for our strength when we have no strength of our own.
So keep the faith, and pray and pray and pray until you finally make that wonderful connection with God.
Love,
Patti
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