Posted by Debra
on December 2, 2007, 6:33 pm
74.161.208.8
Jan I so happy for your g reat faith at this point.But right now I feel nothing I have faced some of the most aganizing days of my life between the holiday and Danes birthday I know I dont ever want to experiance it again.I can NEVER NEAVER do it again.I really dont know how a heart could go through so much and still pump.I will never except Dane death and if dont want to hear it will get softer or you will have a new normal or someday you will have grandchildren. These things will NEVER that the pain or replacement of Dane. Im not able to work so my days are filled with how I can just get through the day I tried to work but I would get overwhelmed after a few hours.I can only relate to people in my postion and even then they are at different levels of greif some who are over a year dont like to relive the early times so unles they are at your level there isnt that availability you need. Sorry for the anger Im just very very tired of this life.
Debra
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