Posted by Eva
on December 3, 2007, 7:50 am
99.247.217.131
For those of you who have found Jesus is the answer,my heart rejoices for you. For those who havent, it really works! I have been spending more and more time worshipping my Saviour,and reading the Word. Also working through much anger and unforgiveness, and am gradually getting free from this.Its really hard, but worth the fight. I have 2 people that constantly call me and "feed" off of me, loading off their issues, and sometimes I just call them, make sure they are okay, and tell them that I'm turning off my phone for a few hrs. to spend time with Jesus. They know not to interupt, because its my lifeline right now. It also makes me feel closer to my daughter, because she loved her Lord so much. I miss her terribly, but I know she's happy now, and she would want me to be,too. Its only been 11 weeks since she died,but I feel that I am already coming out on the "other side." Yes, its going to be hard spending Christmas without her, harder than I can even imagine, but I WILL get through it. I want to be a survivor, not a victim.
So ladies, put on some Christmas music, and worship your Saviour, because thats what our kids are doing right now.
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