Posted by Debra
on December 7, 2007, 9:13 am
74.161.208.8
Patti thank you for being such a compasionate person. Your message has helped me to at least come back to the postings. I am still trying to get over thanksgiving and Danes birthday because I know Xmas will be very hard also. I still havent desided how Im going to handle it.It will be ver hard to do it like any other day because usually be celebrate Xmas Eve and Xmas Day in a big way. there are no decorations up and no Xmas music on no gifts bought and I want it that way but then my heart goes out to my other 2 sons and my new daughter-in-law Im so torn I pray everday for some joy for them in this time.For me its just to painful without Dane he was a big part of our family joy I wish I could sleep for 2 days until its over.Every day or almost every minute I think of how Im going to let years go by without seeing his face I try not to think of it because it tears me to think of my little baby my fleash and blood is now gone I just cant believe it 51/2 mon later.Because if I do I will die from the pain.I do pray alot but I dont feel the presence of God or Dane. Debra
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