Posted by Patti
on December 13, 2007, 7:39 pm, in reply to "Re: Eva"
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I try to just keep on going with each day and night. I never want to quit or stop, because when I have done that, it is harder for me to get back up again. Christmas will be the most difficult time for me (and for all you too) since Christmas Day was the last time I saw my sweet Bobby alive, but I know there are so many around me that are a lot worst off. I have a dear old aunt that lives each day in a terrible worn down old very stinky nursing home. There is nothing I can do about it because it is her daughter's decision, but I hate the life she is now forced to live. All of you, PLEASE PRAY for Gwen Swift, who is 83 years old and who told me at Thanksgiving time that she is so terrbily disappointed in "life." She is so depressed that she wants to die. And I have a friend in Atlanta who has just been told her fifteen year old daughter has terminal brain cancer. She is watch her die a little more each day.
So I am so hankful for my 8 grandchildren and for another who is on the way (due in Aoril). They are all so wonderful and dear to me. I have my daughter and my youngest son who call me every single day. I have a wonderful, kind and loving husband who is always there for me no matter how fat and ugly I get. And I have a son in heaven who is waiting to see me again some day. I have a wonderful heavenly Father that loves and cares for me and is holding my hand every day.
I miss my Bobby so very much, and my life will never ever be completely whole again until I am united with him in heaven, but I know his spirit is here with me and sometimes late at night when I am sleeping I feel him crawl in bed with me and wrap his arms around me like he did when he was little.
Let us all pray for one another and when one of us falls apart, the others will always be there to offer comfort and strength and prayer. That's another thing I have to be so grateful for -- all of you guys to pick me up when I am down. Thank all of you for being here for me all year long.
Love,
Patti
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