Posted by Debra
on March 10, 2008, 7:49 pm, in reply to "Re: Hi Amanda"
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Amanda I lost my heart on June 30 2007.It was a great shock.He was killed in a auto accident instantly. I never got to say goodbye or see his handsome face again. Iv lived 8 mons. of hopelessness I dont want to live but I have 2 other older boys to Dane was 23 Taylor 26 and Zach 30.I love them very much but I think they have their own lives now and dont need me like Dane did he lived home and was just starting to go out on his own.I miss him so much that the pain of living is so unbearable for me.How will I go on missing him like this.If I didnt take meds I would be in the hospital.How could my God do this I can only pray for the rappture I need to be in my sons arms.I cant accept that I will never see him again. Oh if I can only get some relief from this pain.Please tell me about your child and how your doing sometimes I feel Like Im the only one that cant move on. Debra
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