Posted by Amanda
on March 11, 2008, 1:31 am, in reply to "Re: Hi Amanda"
198.54.202.146
Dear Debra,
my heart goes out to you. Sorry for the slow reply, but we are in different timezones. I understand how you feel. I can't wait to get to heaven and hold Nathan again. He was 3 years and 4 days old when he also passed away suddenly. He had croup the saturday night, we went to the emergency room, he got meds, doct send him home. Monday morning he woke up early asking for milkshake, few minutes later he was declared dead at hospital. Doctor think it was virus, that attacked his heart and he died of sudden cardiac death.
Your life will never be the same. You will never forget him, but you will learn to cope on a day to day basis without him. The only thing we can hold on to is knowing we will see them again. I know that doesn't help much when you want to feel his arms around you NOW, but hang on. It has been a year and 9 months since Nathan went home, and even now somedays I don't feel like getting out of bed. You want to go to sleep and wake up in heaven, but God is the only one who has the right to number our days. Our children finished their race before us, but we have to run with endurance to get to where they are.
It is not and never will be easy. Just know there are people who care. You can talk anytime ok?
Amanda
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