Posted by Tracey
on March 13, 2008, 10:29 am, in reply to "Patti"
139.168.196.134
Today has been a terrible day, its 3 months today since Phillip Died, I have this over whelming sense of guilt, nothing seems to take it awy I keep thinking of all the wrong choices that I made as a Parent and wonder if it would have made a difference. Phillip was the most un-selfish and lovable boy, He didnt deserve this so young in life. I grief for him now, but also for the future things, watchinng him grow into aman , meet someone fall in love have children, be a wonderful father. Watch him laugh and have fun.... so much seems wrong about this. Its Unbearable agony. I pray to God , and the tears keep coming, I just want the pain to stop.
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