Posted by Jo
on March 30, 2008, 5:13 pm, in reply to "Re: Film about Grief"
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That is so true that our first response when people ask us how we are doing, is to state our programmed response of a smile and "I'm fine". When all that we want to do is tell them how miserable we are without our child...how lonely and depressed we are without them.....and how I miss my kiddo so much every single day. There is still not a minute that goes by that I don't think of him.....It is so hard at night and first thing in the morning when I awake.....
Life just goes by and all I seem to do is go to work and church, my only living son (27), his wife, and my grandson live 3 hours away....so I don't get to see them as much as I would like too....and Shawn's son lives 2 hours away and with our winter weather over the last several months it has been too icy or snowy to drive to see them...Phoning is just not the same....
It seems like there is little purpose in this life as I just exist to work and to go to church on Sundays. There is no greater love than a Mother has for her child, and as all of you know it is so deeply sorrowful when we lose them....
Jo
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