Posted by Eva
on July 27, 2008, 7:52 pm
99.247.201.159
Today was one of the hardest days I've had lately. I think the pressure of everything just built up. Right now I'm working crazy hrs, packing, and trying to hide from my husband, who is begging more and more for me to come back to him and knows he's losing control.
The hard part was... I had to take down everything in Christina's room. Off the walls, out of the closet, etc., and pack it into boxes. Earlier I made 2 "memory boxes" which are 2 huge plastic bins (lots of memories) but I just couldnt bring myself to do the rest of her room. I layed on the floor bawling like a baby, then I realized I wasnt going to get out of this, so I called a freind. She didnt even ask what was wrong, just hung up and drove the 20 miles to get here, and she took over, and packed away C's things for me. I'm emotionally exhausted right now, and think I'll quit for the night, but I only have 3 more days before I move and not much spare time. Please pray that I get organized. Eva
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