Posted by Patti
on August 6, 2008, 11:33 am
64.190.239.103
I made it through Bobby's birthday and the family vacation in Florida (without him being there), although I am an emotional train wreck.
I keep wondering - what is this life all about? Will it always be one big heartache for the rest of my life? I try to keep up the appearance that I am coping, but in reality, I am very sad inside, and it seems that I dwell on all the bad things. Finding new joy, new happiness, seems impossible for me.
I don't post very often anymore - it is painful to write these words, expecially knowing my words may bring you down to my level. I need to be uplifted to some higher ground where I can feel joy and blessed again.
Patti
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