Posted by Ruth
on August 7, 2008, 10:06 pm, in reply to "Re: Thank you God"
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I just want to say I think we all feel the same way, the grief is deep in our hearts and it seems there is no where left to express it. At least it's the impression I get from some of you, that you feel everyone gets tired of listening to the pain we go through.I feel the same way. Shouldn't this be a sage place to express our thoughts and feelings and pain and emptiness?
I find myself going through different phases of grief, sometimes the harsh reality is too much and I feel dead, or push the feelings away so that I can function. Sometimes I am elated with the thought of seeing Lisa again , whole, healed and totally joyful. I long for that day cause the joy will be so great. but til then how to cope??
PAtti, it's probably a good idea to try counselling again. I feel your pain. It will be the 2nd anniversary of Lisa's death in two months and I already dread it. Then her birthday.
My husband and I went on a three week vbacation recently and among other things we attended a wedding. It was bittersweet. When the bride danced with her Father, we both just broke down and had to leave. Our thoughts were of Lisa and what could have been and what we wished for.
Our entire trip seemed Like we went full circle, We'd been back to the place where she was born, saw all kinds of reminders of her life,places she travelled to, and coming home it felt like we had so much to tell her, but she isn't here.
We're just sort of empty inside, nothing really excites us anymore,life is like there is this cloud or mist surrounding us. We don't feel we fit in anywhere. People have seemd to forgotten that she even existed or that we miss her dreadfully. It's a very strange thing and it's hard to explain, but all of you know what I mean.Lets keep sharing and supporting each other.
I'd like that. the other thing is the other problems we face on top of our grief, that makes life so hard . Sometimes I can't even express my prayers becasue my heart is so heavy with concern. Thank the Lord that He understands and knows it.
anyway, love to you all.
Ruth
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