Posted by Patti
on August 12, 2008, 7:38 pm, in reply to "angry"
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You sound like me. I just told my husband yesterday that I was so mad about everything. I cannot think of one thing that I am happy about. I was looking at some old pictures and I saw a picture of the mean old lady that I used to know 35 years ago. She is about 90 years old by now, and guess what - she is still alive and my Bobby is not! Things like that make me very angry. My son's ex-wife who is a terrible person and a mean lousy mother to her children is alive, and my Bobby is not! I see other people all the time and none of their children have died. Why mine? It makes me so mad! I know it sounds selfish and mean, but if it had to be someone's child, why did it have to be my child?
And yes it is the devil that puts these thoughts in our head, but how can I fight such a powerful demon of sadness and anger when I am so weak from grieving all the time.
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