Posted by Toni
on November 19, 2008, 5:54 pm
75.23.6.5
On Feb 10, 2008 I went to church that morning,it was a terrific service! The Holy Spirit was on fire in me. On Feb. 11 I got up and dressed my husband said I'll take you to work so I can wash the car. He asked me if I wanted a Star Bucks coffee so, we stopped. I was in the middle of ordering a coffee and my cell phone rang. It was my uncle telling me a sherriff wanted to talk to me it was really important. I said hello and she ask me if I new a girl named Tabitha? I said yes I was her mother, she said Tabitha has been in an accident. I said what hospital was she in? She said I'm sorry Mrs. Kirby but your daughter and a young man were killed in an the accident. I fell to my knees and started to cry and yell. The worst thing that could ever come true has. A customer went to my truck and got my husband. I told him and he began to cry and disbelief. Now there is two families in pain. The young man in the car with my daughter was my 29 year old cousin Christopher. My daughter was 21 years old and the only child I could have. I have five adult step children. Tabitha was the child from my first marriage but my husband now of 21 years is the only father that has ever cared enough to help take care of her. My first husband didn't show for the funeral or call nothing. I thank God I have a three year old granddaughter by my daughter. We share her with my daughters boyfriend Joey who's 23yrs old and a great guy as well as a good daddy. My husband was gonna start drinking but i told him God wants us to feel this pain for some reason? My question is how do you hold on to God and not let go? What do I do now? How do I go forward? I need to know what to do my flesh is weak? I need help or maybe comfort from someones who's been there.
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