Posted by Ruth
on December 17, 2008, 8:54 pm, in reply to "Re: ps"
96.51.93.231
Jan, that's a wonderful idea and honoring to all our children.
I have watched videos of Lisa and listened to audio of Lisa singing and talking. I don't do it as frequently as I used to. In fact it hurts more now than before but I wouldn't not do it. When I watch the videos, it's like I am back in time and she isn't gone. Seeing her living and breathing makes me smile and I laugh at her jokes. It truly makes me feel so good to see her alive. and then I try to remind myself that she is really alive in heaven but I just can't see her for now.
just wanted to share how God seems to send me just what I need when I need it. There is a young teenager in our neigborhood who has befirended me in the last two years. She likes my dogs and I also shared that we had lost Lisa. She comes by every so often to visit and bring treats for my dogs. Today she brought them something for their stocking, and brought me a beautiful butterfly pin. Then she played the piano for me and it brought back how Lisa used to play and I always loved it. It brought me to tears, and this girl was okay with it. How refreshing. I thanked her and told her that I believe that God sends her to me like an angel with a mission.
It these little things that happen that renew my faith that God truly does care about the little things, and knows what touches our hearts the deepest.
Its okay to cry
Love
Ruth
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