Posted by Kim
on February 21, 2009, 6:50 pm
68.194.239.14
I cannot stop crying today and feel completely hopeless and unable to rise above my feelings which are engulfing me totally. I can't believe it's been two months since I lost my baby (19 years old) and don't understand why God would allow us all to hurt so much. My son Robert dreamt about Daniel all night; he is such a good person and is hurting very badly. He just overcame a drug problem and now this. He just got his life together (after much prayer on my husband's and my part)and now is left without his brother. My daughter also is devastated and is having trouble moving forward with her life. This pain is too unbearable; God says He won't give us more than we can bear. I feel We've already been given too much, but it's been over 60 days and we have gotten through it(albeit mostly miserably). There have been some days of grace where the pain is less, but very few. Please pray for me and my family; I don't believe in suicide but don't want to live at all anymore.
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