Posted by patti
on April 7, 2009, 1:06 pm, in reply to "Re: 3 years tomorrow"
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Well here it is - the anniverary of the day Bobby died. It is quite beautiful here today - like I shouldn't be so sad, yet the pain is killing me.
I am surprised at those that remembered. My granddaughter, Ashleigh, who is 15, talked to me this morning and told me "I know what today is" and my daughter in Atlanta sent me a beautiful bouquet of flowers. I am very sad at those that don't remember - how could they ever forget the most devasting day of our lives?
The hurt is not any less today than it was three years ago - It is just a deep and severe as ever. Will an anniversay ever come that doesn't hurt like this? Does Bobby know how much I grieve over him, and does my pain bring him sorrow as well? I don't want to do that. Maybe next year will be better. For now, I just want this day to end and for my grandchildren not to see how sad i am.
Patti
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