Posted by Sandra
on April 13, 2009, 11:11 pm
98.214.159.192
Hi Sisters,
Honestly, I'm not doing very good these days. I wear the "happy face", but people don't see the invisible blanket of sadness I am also wearing. Jordan is constantly on my mind and I miss him so much!!! I know you understand what I am saying.
I'm not giving up, but I don't know how to go on. I am motivated to do absolutely nothing except go to church, pray, read my Bible, etc....when it comes to work, housework, yard work, cooking, and so on...I could care less what things look like or if anything gets done. I only do things that I absolutely have to. (Still haven't started on tax return even though we get a refund!)
I am not taking care of myself, either. Usually, I try to exercise and eat somewhat healthy, but I've gained weight and rarely move. I just keep thinking... "Why bother?"....
On top of all that, my son will turn 26 this month and he won't be with us when we celebrate it! 
Someone please tell me how to get myself out of this pit!
Thanks so much!
Sandra
Mother of Jordan FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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