Posted by Debra
on April 22, 2009, 2:50 pm
98.77.186.57
Ladies I have fallen into my hole again. Just as I was starting a new kind of life at home in my thoughts trying to heal,my husband gets laid off. Im trying not to panick but my nerves are fryed and it doesnt take much to go down that hole of hopelessness.I dont know what to do to help, Im totally useless.I need a job that will not give me any thing that I have to focus,talk to people or be pleasant.Horriable Huh! I have become a hermit and the thought of working with the public is not a part of what I want to do again. But I have to help my husband.I feel like Im just taking up room on this earth with no desire to be a part of it.Im so ashame of being such a burden I do wish I was the person I was 2 yrs ago.Im full of fear of the future I just take one day at a time and take what God gives us but not knowing or understanding why.Love Debra
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