Posted by Patti
on April 24, 2009, 10:29 pm, in reply to "Re: Im scared"
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Please try not to be so scared. God has promised us that tomorrow will be a better day. Just like Scarlett O'Hara said in Gone With the Wind when her world had completely fallen apart "fiddle dee dee, there is always tomorrow."
Even though it seems like there is nothing to live for today, our families still very much need us. Just try to imagine how difficult it would be for them if you left them. Sometimes, when I am so down and so depressed and missing my Bobby so much and I don't understand why he had to died and leave us, I wish I could die too so that I would be with him again. But then, my daughter, my son, and my all my grandchildren would be so upset. I don't think some of them could cope with that. My husband would be left with no one. He would not stay close to the kids (they are not his biological children), especially since they are all mostly in Georgia and his job is here in Texas. All that he really has in this whole world is me - no parents, no grandparents, only an aunt and some cousins in Kentucky. And he really loves me very much. So, I have to live on, take care of myself, and try to get the most I can out of each trying day.
Ladies, this is what you and I must do. We are too needed to leave this world just yet. Trust that God will find a way to fill the void in our hearts, (and I do have my little Bobby, and he has my Bobby's big dimpled-smile that hepl chase my cares away.) I have him every day anytime I want. God has done that for me! What a miracle. He is slowly filling up a big hole in my heart.
We will have our crosses to carry along the way, but until God is ready to take us, we have to do what he put us here to do.
Love and prayers to everyone.
Patti
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