Posted by patti
on May 16, 2009, 9:16 pm, in reply to "Re: Ladies...where is everyone"
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Hi Debra,
There have been so many days when I have felt just like you do, especially during the gray, cold, overcasted days of winter, but I can truly say, I am much better this Spring than I was a year ago. Still, there are many days when I am too overcome with grief and I can't see the sunshine not matter how bright it shines. Every day, at least a half dozen times, I become overwhelmed with the fact that Bobby has died and he is no longer a part of my daily world. The word "dead" is still simply too much for me to even comprehend. I can't come to grips with the reality that Bobby is dead - it is too horrible for me.
Having Little Bobby living here with us has helped me so much. He is just a sweet, precious and very beautiful, little boy. He takes up so much of my time. Between working and spending almost all the rest of my time with him, I don't have much time left. When I think of how Little Bobby has come into our lives this past year, I am so truly amazed at the miralce that God has given us. Still, when I finally crawl into bed at night, I always think about my own Bobby. It has been a full year now since he visited me in a dream. Last year for Mother's Day, Bobby came to visit me in a wonderful dream. But, he must know that I have to learn to live without him because he hasn't been back since.
Please have faith in God Debra, for He will bring a miracle into your life too. He always does. Just don't let His miracle get away from you when it comes. You will have to recognize it, then reach out and accept it as God's gift to you.
Debra, I am constantly praying for you and for all of us Moms - that God will comfort each of us in His wonderful way. Love, Patti
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