Posted by Debra
on June 27, 2009, 9:35 am
98.77.183.224
Ladies I just need to vent today.Have no one but my husband to cry to. I am so overwhelmed sad disappointed scared trying to live life.I have 3 days before Danes anniversary and I just want to die.My husdand lost his job we lost most of our friends and extended family.I have a mother and brother who cant be bothered.Most likely they dont even know Danes death date.This stuff is driving me over the edge .Stuff goes over and over like voices in my mind.I want nothing for myself just Danes memory to be kept alive.I just want to be in heaven with the Father and Dane.I know I have 2 more beautiful boys but they have their life to led.;2 yrs is to much I just cant go through any more Holidays I just fill myself up with medicine and waste away the day.Remembering how it was goes through my mind often and there is no place I can go without seeing Dane there.Sorry not having the faith today' its a very bad day that I cannot even pray. Thanks for lisening Debra
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