on August 18, 2010, 8:25 pm
RM: Yeah, I know, but I was held against my will. Grand Forks police and the FBI already cleared me. Trust me, it's not something I will ever be doing again.
Toya: Ron, you need to be careful dealing with them. The world title isn't worth your freedom or your life baby. I know you grew up in that type life, but you have more to lose than they do. You have people that need and depend on you. I need..
RM: Baby...I know. I know. I promise you that I will be coming home to you after Havoc and every show after that. I know what I'm doing with this thing. Trust me.
Toya: I do baby...just make sure you bring me something when you do.
RM: (laughing) I will baby. Love you.
Toya: Love you too...
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Sometimes the world spins out of control, and nothing you do can prevent or stop it! Destiny they say is something we have to stride for and make on our own, but destination is not up to us. In the process of getting from point A to point B, things happen. Come deem it the work of God, some proclaims that it is the devil tempting them to stray their course. The basic story of Eve, the snake, and the forbidden fruit. If faith is something you have, it helps to believe you have some guardian angel watching over you.
For those who lack faith normally has no explanation for it. Their mind cannot create an answer so far fetch that it brings a small ounce of hope to any man, especially the one who scrapping the bottom needing to get back up.
Then we are left with those who do not lack faith, but disbelieves the idea of religion. Why you ask? Religion is too fluffy to be realistic. What is the moral of everything dealing with religion? Do good and you are rewarded in the afterlife. So endure hell now, suffer the pain, put up with the torment, and turn the other cheek when someone punches you in the jaw... That is the idea of religion. To have faith in some supernatural being having the power to present life and death in the same breath.
For these people, we know why things happen. Why does depression b*tch slap the crack addict mother who has used her last dollar on crack, when her baby daughter is starving and her eviction notice is on the front door? Simple, when you make bad decisions, the consequences can only be one thing... BAD! Sure, the gang banger maybe living the life right now, but sooner or later, he will meet his fate. You cannot hide from the truth, from the facts, from a realistic ending. Everything boils down to a simple saying, A MEANS TO AN END!
I know what you are thinking Logan...what does the idea of religion or belief have to do with you? What does the world spinning out of control mean to us?
Simple... Just like every means has an end, every end is followed by a new beginning. I represent the new beginning, and the means to this end is going to happen. I am merely mortal, I am not untouchable, and I am not unbeatable. I know my strengths, but most of all, I know my limitations and weakness like I know how to spell my f*cking name. R O N N I E M C N E I L
I know on any given night, in side that ring in front of those hostile fans under those bright ass lights... I can be the one looking up at them with my shoulders on the canvas hearing the referee's hand slapping the canvas three times and not being able to stop it. I'm humble, but I won't accept defeat until I am left with no other choice. At this exact moment, I HAVE A CHOICE! I get to make the decision in what I do and how I do it. I'm not some f*cking puppet there for the amusement of you and everyone else. I maybe new to the game, but that only equals to the idea that being new is that everything I do is surprise to you and everyone else.
I was taught that you show respect in this world, until you are disrespected. I was also taught that respect is taken, and earned by those means. You can sit in the back lacing up your boots, taping up your hands, and sliding on your knee pads, waiting for me to shake your hand when I arrive. That is not me Logan! I would be the one that slaps you in the face when you extend your hand. I'M TAKING WHAT I FEEL I DESERVE. You happen to be in the way. My path will be cleared like a bulldozer with one pissed off driver behind the controls.
I just need one more chance to prove my worth, and that chance comes Tuesday at Hostile Violence when I stand in the ring with you. Misery is not here yet, but misery will be all you mumble after our encounter. When I am done with you, I'll turn my focus back to Eddie and the World Heavyweight Championship. Logan, you are a just a distraction, but only one for a short period...nothing more than just a play toy, and when I am done with you... BACK TO THE TOY BOX WITH YOUR ASS! My eyes are set on becoming the World champion again. Defending my All-Star title, and make no mistake, no matter what arraignment I may have with those two, it is MY All-Star title, is part of that process. Defeating you at Havoc is just the next step, and there's nothing you can do about it, Logan, but accept your fate...take your loss, and deal with it.
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